So… I found out yesterday that about 50 of us are losing our jobs. The jobs are moving from Fort Wayne, IN to Rochester NY. Over the last 6 months, I have been preparing my teen age girls about this real possibility…. That my job may move nearly ten hours away from our immediate family. Now the day has come. The true test of Faith.
Over the last two years, God has shown me a path that has prepared me for this major, life changing, move. Some amazing things have happened.
Almost two years ago, I moved to a small town of 1100 people, averaging 40 miles from my immediate family….all for a guy. Quickly, I started getting messages that I wasn’t where I was suppose to be. The guy moved out and I started listening to God more than just talking ‘to’ Him. Amazingly things began to happen in my life.
I am at peace with living alone. I have no desire to share my life with just anyone. The Holy Spirit has shown me that I can bury Gods love so far in my heart that for any man to find it (my heart)…he better know how to seek Jesus first. I am okay with being away from my family. This short distance has been a small test. I have had to learn to make time with my mom and with my dad. I have had to make time to call them and keep in contact with them from a (small) distance. I am so thankful that God has prepared me and my children for what could have been devastating. What would have been devastating before I allowed the Holy Spirit back into my heart.
Additionally……it doesn’t stop there. While it has become known to my coworkers that I have made the decision to move to Rochester NY. Some of the younger coworkers have found comfort in that. While they are taking a huge leap of faith to move into some really amazing opportunities while they are young and ambitious for growth in their careers, they have shared with me they have found comfort through the positive outlook that my God pours out of me. I was also told my a close co-worker (one that is not able to move away and will soon be seeking employment) that she ‘needs’ my positive outlook and appreciates that I share it with everyone. And, she asked me to continue to minister to her in this time of the unknown for her.
What a wonderful way to witness God’s love. If for no other way than to live my life in a manner that those who know Jesus can witness my ministry and those who don’t know Jesus will learn through me.