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No Matter Where You Go….You Take Yourself With You!

James 3:16  For where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there will be disorder and every evil practice.  

For many years I spent my time and energy coveting what others had achieved.

Instead of trying harder, I spent more energy feeling slighted that others were smarter than me.

Instead of cherishing the relationship I had with my parents, I resented their attempts to provide for me and love me.

Instead of recognizing intimate relationships required constant effort and compromise, I was ungrateful of any attempts made on their part.

Instead of focusing on my ability to be a valued employee, I was convinced that I was not being treated fairly or respected.

Instead of cultivating strong friendships, I walked away at the first unpleasant feeling or truth.

Instead of balancing my finances, I was bitter towards others who had nicer cars, bigger houses, more money, or better jobs.

Over many years, I spent so much time quitting colleges, seeking surrogate parent figures, going through divorce, changing jobs, and walking away from friendships. It didn’t matter what I did to try and satisfy my feelings of loss and inadequacy. No matter where I went, I took myself with me.

Hebrews 13:5  Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for He has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Once I turned my life back over to Christ and started living my life “with” Him again, all my desires for MORE were gone. My struggle was no longer searching for happiness through my own experiences or circumstances. I was again thankful for what God has provided for me. A great desire to be content in all areas of my life came over me. Not only in the good times, but as well and more so in the bad times. Relief is found in trusting that God is in control.

Proverbs 14:30  A tranquil heart gives life to the flesh, but envy makes the bones rot.

Being content glorifies God.

2 Corinthians 9:15  Thanks be to God for his inexpressible gift!

There are so many things to be thankful for. My family is healthy. We have everything we need. We truly want for nothing.

Philippians 4:11  I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 

No Matter Where You Go, You Take Yourself With You! But when we are living “with” Christ we will end up exactly where we are supposed to be. Taking on the new self and putting off the old.

Matthew 6:21  For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

 

GOD is Good

So… I found out yesterday that about 50 of us are losing our jobs.  The jobs are moving from Fort Wayne, IN to Rochester NY. Over the last 6 months, I have been preparing my teen age girls about this real possibility…. That my job may move nearly ten hours away from our immediate family. Now the day has come. The true test of Faith.
 
Over the last two years, God has shown me a path that has prepared me for this major, life changing, move. Some amazing things have happened.
 
Almost two years ago, I moved to a small town of 1100 people, averaging 40 miles from my immediate family….all for a guy. Quickly, I started getting messages that I wasn’t where I was suppose to be. The guy moved out and I started listening to God more than just talking ‘to’ Him. Amazingly things began to happen in my life.
 
I am at peace with living alone. I have no desire to share my life with just anyone. The Holy Spirit has shown me that I can bury Gods love so far in my heart that for any man to find it (my heart)…he better know how to seek Jesus first. I am okay with being away from my family. This short distance has been a small test. I have had to learn to make time with my mom and with my dad. I have had to make time to call them and keep in contact with them from a (small) distance. I am so thankful that God has prepared me and my children for what could have been devastating. What would have been devastating before I allowed the Holy Spirit back into my heart.
 

Additionally……it doesn’t stop there. While it has become known to my coworkers that I have made the decision to move to Rochester NY. Some of the younger coworkers have found comfort in that. While they are taking a huge leap of faith to move into some really amazing opportunities while they are young and ambitious for growth in their careers, they have shared with me they have found comfort through the positive outlook that my God pours out of me. I was also told my a close co-worker (one that is not able to move away and will soon be seeking employment) that she ‘needs’ my positive outlook and appreciates that I share it with everyone.  And, she asked me to continue to minister to her in this time of the unknown for her.

What a wonderful way to witness God’s love. If for no other way than to live my life in a manner that those who know Jesus can witness my ministry and those who don’t know Jesus will learn through me.

Ok… grab a tissue. I know I need one.

GOD is Good!